Everydays i'm counting the ending of the darkness life. Every second i praying that there is the end of the darkness life. ahaks..seems like i keep repeating the same phrase...hahah..the broken english...who cares...! Even i'm doing the best things to run away from doing the bad things but it is like the evil always accompanied me every single second...i'm fear of Allah! i wanna be a good servant of Allah. i wanna be a members of syurga. i scared of NERAKA.! But i'm keep doing the bad things. Please GOD, help me to get back on the track in believing you and follow Your's rules and regulations. I know that i do much things that opposite with the teaching of Islam. But i need a strength...plz GOD...i have no place to snitch except YOU YA ALLAH...plz help me...guide me to JANNAH...guide me to be a good person...guide me to be a good servant...guide me to the truth way...i have nothing if you didn't help me...YA ALLAH forgive me indeed i'm injustice to myself...You are most merciful...YA ALLAH. :(
